Why do I hate so much things..

.. why nothing in my life is working like I want.

I mean, I hate humans, I hate myself, I hate my family, I hate my art, I just hate my whole life and I don´t know why.
Sometimes I even hate my best friends. I feel jealoous so often and I don´t know why, there´s nothing to be jealous about.
I just hate it.

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Just I don´t know.